writings

22/7/25: flesh & the machine

the artificial "intelligence" of today does nothing but imitate. the data fed to it has to be sampled from the infinitly complex analog world into the digital world, which is a combination of only 2 options: small bursts of electricity and the lack of said electricity. computers may appear to see different colors, but they can only see on and off. with many different combinations of 0s and 1s, computers can display about 16.8 million colors (using rgb). the human eye can only see 10 million or so (also using rgb). if string theory is true, matter is an organized amalgamation of wavelengths. analog wavelengths have no distinct boundaries, so there are theoretically infinite possible colors, but humans cant all of them and computers cant produce all of them. if a human can store 2.5 petabytes and if the internet has 175 zettabytes, there would need to be 70 million humans to make a humannet (i think). make more content NOW. (idk where i was going with this).

7/8/25: all flesh rots/the decaying body of god (incomprehensible rant #1)

(wrote this at 2am a few weeks ago; cw for suicide, self harm)(when i say trifecta i mean the trinity) Would god really sacrifice themself for the universe? (Well jesus did) but Jesus didn’t rot (zossima’s relics were supposed to bless the monastery but he decayed (the rot of humanity perhaps??? (Why would god sacrifice themselves for such vile creatures??? (anthrocentrisism (ough look at me I can make big words)))(i can’t keep track of parentheses lolololol) zossima wasn’t Jesus of course but he was holy or something. Why would god (the father) give humans free will if he knew that they were going to kill his son????? (That happened with Abraham I suppose but god spared his son cuz he was a prophet or something) but Jesus was god (he had to bear the suffering of both god and man)(bring back the trifacial trinity that was pretty cool) if everything is marching towards its inevitable doom (singular 🤔🤔🤔) set off by god, why don’t we rebel against god. Oh we can’t. Cuz he’s dead. (Suicide as escape or as sacrifice or as both)(the bifecta)there is still hate for the dead tho (am was anatogomic) I suppose escape and sacrifice can exist at the same time. (The trifecta: spite)whatever gods reasons were for suicide he set off the universe for it’s inevitable doom. Why am I moralizing concepts again I sound like yeomans time to anatogomize more. (Peak hypocrisy fr) I suppose all flesh does rot. Did Jesus rot? Idk I haven’t read the Bible (Christian larper lololololol) if he didn’t rot and all flesh rots (bro it’s just an aesthetic Pinterest image why am I making it so deep (it’s a baseline to base stuff off of who cares if it’s false )(ooh look at me I’m a hypocrite))then was he really flesh? (Fully man and fully god🤔🤔🤔🤔)(the side wound is the father wounding the son and if they are the same then isn’t it self harm?????) (I need to get a life)(what even was my point)

22/8/25: redacted micronational single

(i copy and pasted this from the kandi page because its too long for those little hoverboxes. you can still read it in the kandi hoverbox caption if you want though.) (when i said "authority thing" i meant a state. my brain wasnt braining.) redacted micronational single (its redacted cuz i dont want to get doxxed). merch for a micronation i founded that was supposed to be super socialist but people (looking at you the honorable assistant) kept making laws with copyright and stuff so it kinda sucks now. also no one really knows what a micronation is and no one really cares about actually doing politics. it has 22 people though which is something. i suppose [redacted micronaational name] is a lesson on trying to implement socialism when no one knows what socialism is. (in my defence i did provide a list of socialist theory readings and stuff but no one really cared to read them.) but im not lenin. i dont have a massive authority thing to make people learn theory. (that would be not libertarian enough anyways). what a dilema. (i sound so pretentious lol).

14/10/25: slopaganda

im so tired of genai. i was just trying to find out how to make a function in javascript cuz i forgot but then i came across the fabled code.org. my elementary school districts favorite coding website. we used to do this thing called hour of code which was when we spent a whole class period doing those moveforward() block sequences to try to get the angry birds to avoid the pigs (it scared the hell out of me for some reason). but now its been replaced with the freaking hour of ai. like seriously? ai is still made out of code. if you wanted ai so bad you could have just incuded it into the hour of code without obsoleting all of the other coding stuff. and i checked the website that made ai hour or whatever called cs for all and they had this campaign that was like "all high schoolers should take computer science because itll unlock 660 billion dollars in economic opportunity and reduce wage gaps" and it was endorsed by 400 random ceos. ts will not reduce wage gaps itl just make the ceos richer (you cant win a rigged game by playing it). computers shouldnt jsut be used for economic ai slopaganda what happened to infinite knowledge? oh i know what happened. britain thinks wikipedia is threataning to children or something so it wants to deanonomize all of the authors and endanger them. well yknow what is even more endangering to children than some random articles written by 500 nerds on nerd topics?? training them to be lumpenproletairans and that you have to monetize your interests cuz its "good for the economy" (yeah sure but what is the economy measured by? the gross domestic product? you mean big number go up and quality of life go down?) i mean im not making any profit from writing on this site. its just for funsies. i gained these very meager html skills out of a mix of boredom and spite for techbros. (if any techbros are reading this; you are not the future. you are not progress. web3 isnt the libertarianism you think itll be. quit your little startup and actually try to make something original instead of just saying "we at [blah blah startup] are commited to generating synergy out of innovative agentic ai". that doesnt even mean anything.)

anyways all of the ai campaigns for youths are like "with genai we can take control of the future!!!!!:000000!!!!!" what are you even taking control of from? the techbros who made the slopaganda? you cant fight capitalism with more capitalism that just leads to the decay of capitalism (if you know you know) your little chatgpt wont save you from the degradation of your own brain's ability to think. ai generated code is just making machines out of machines out of machines out of machines out of machines out of machines. the ai is being fed its own vomit and it vomits that regurgitated vomit until it becomes an incomprehensible mess. (dont get me wrong im all for incomprehensability but not when its used against the people. true freedom is being at a level of intentional incomprehensability that the incomprehensible regurgitated ai vomit cant even understand. brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop (yes ik this is more coherent than the rest of this site but who cares)

11/3/26: israehell

(this is just me arguing with the guys cuz i couldnt get into a full argument irl (i had no idea that this was even going to happen until like an hour before so i couldnt prepare sources so that's why i got wrecked).)so i was at my educational institution today (yesterday now) and we had (a) guest speaker(s) who apparantly was supposed to be talking abut the holocaust (child and grandchild of a holocaust survivor) but ofcourse they started with saying that they support and respect the us military (so u know where that's going) cuz american soldiers rescued their ancestor from the concentration camp (just because some guys helped hwo happened to be in the us military doesnt mean you should like the military. the military is an insturment of the us state which only joined the war cuz japan. also all (or most. im not going to look up every single us war for the purpose of this rant) of the wars the us did after the ww2 were wercking all the countries taht were slightly socialist. so why would you still be supporitng the military 80 years after ww2. oh i know why) so then the dude was like "my father was a zionist so i will carry on his legacy and teach all of these random students that isreal good" (anotehr thing to hate the nazis for is that they indirectly caused the state of israel) then he went on to talking about how trump's invasion of iran was justified because iran wanted to murder another 6 million jews. (the islamic repubkic sucks but supporting doneald trump and the usa of all people/sates as the ones to overthrow it is a terrible idea. bro's (trump's) not even doing it to prevent another holocaust. he doesn't even acutlaly care about jewish people. hes just obsessed with israel. also you think that trump is supposedly valiant or whatever but then u dont mention america bombing that elementary school? ok dude.) and then i decided taht i was going to argue with them (but sneaky argue cuz i didnt want to get called antisemetic (im actualy jewish tho)) so i asked if he thought that jews really need their own state cuz jews and non-jewish palestinians lived in relatvie peace and also there is already an area that was supposed to be a "jewish homeland" aka the every autonomous oblast in eastern russia. then the grandchild said "erm that's actually not true it was not peacful (i said it was relatively peaceful but ok bro (more peaceful than today palestine)) cuz the hebron massacare where the arabs attacked the jews (i looked it up later and it was actually due to rumors of zionists trying to take over temple mount or somehting and foreign intervention (ofcourse this was terrible but u cant try to stop more stuff like this happening by intensifying the conditions that lead to it. that's either really bad pollitical strategy or zionists dont actially care about protecting jewish people. more on this in a few sentences)) and said that jews have been persecuted for millenea (which is true) and gave a bunch of examples like the black plague well poisoing allegations and how the ottomans sucked (it wasnt perfet but they got a decent amount of autonomy compared to christian everywhere else (like vro ur using the ottomans out of all examples of antisemetism)(2 counts of muslim examples 1 count of christain examples hmmm)) (ive lost count of my parentheses.) then he said that callng what's happening in gaza a genocide is disrespectful to the holocaust cuz the definition and stuff was coined because of the holocaust and "you need intent to have a genocide and isreal is just trying to defend itself from khhamas" so children are hamas now???? sure dude. then he called the un immoral cuz they don't like countries doing wars without provocation and the us did that with iran cuz apparantly the us has "a responsibility to the international community" or something and the un didnt like that so its not aligned with us policy so its immoral. (thats why its called the united nations instead of the united states.) (bro was so outraged about the un when all htey do is issue stronlgy worded statements telling pople to stop.) the un does suck because of the whole permanant security council thing and how they dont actuly stop genocides but not because they make a tweet saying the us shouldnt invade iran. dude's missing the whole point.

a huge problem with living in the middle of nowhere is that you only have one jewish orgnaizaiotn in your town thats super zionist that organizes all of the jewish speakers in your area. if the only jews you see platformed in your area are zionists, then someone is going to extrapolate that to all jews which doesn't end so well for any jews. (although they did go to anotehr educational institution with mor jewish peole and they (the zionists) got more flamed by the jewish people. but the organizaiton doesn't espouse that.) btw a common feature in zionism is hating on the jewish dieapora (especially ashkenazi even thou most of the haters are ashkenzzi themselfs) and thinking of diaspora jews haveing their jewishnesss "poisoned" or diluted or whatever by the mainstream cultures. (thats what cultureal exchange does vro.) if you claim to hate nazis than why do you have a variant of thteir weird racial purity thing? and when they try to return to the origninal biblical jewish culture they just remix a bunch of random cultures (askhenazi hating themselves and just using a bunch of sephardic and mirzhai stuff, just straith up stealoing palestinian stuff) if you want to go bakc 5000 years ago, you shouldnt make a new hebrew. just use scriptural hebrw and wande around in the desert instead of making a whole ass militarized us proxy state. or make combined palestinian/jewish dishes instead of claiming palestinina food for yourself. have some originality. communistwater out.