7/22/25: flesh & the machine
the artificial "intelligence" of today does nothing but imitate. the data fed to it has to be sampled from the infinitly complex analog world into the digital world, which is a combination of only 2 options: small bursts of electricity and the lack of said electricity. computers may appear to see different colors, but they can only see on and off. with many different combinations of 0s and 1s, computers can display about 16.8 million colors (using rgb). the human eye can only see 10 million or so (also using rgb). if string theory is true, matter is an organized amalgamation of wavelengths. analog wavelengths have no distinct boundaries, so there are theoretically infinite possible colors, but humans cant all of them and computers cant produce all of them. if a human can store 2.5 petabytes and if the internet has 175 zettabytes, there would need to be 70 million humans to make a humannet (i think). make more content NOW. (idk where i was going with this).
8/7/25: all flesh rots/the decaying body of god (incomprehensible rant #1)
(wrote this at 2am a few weeks ago; cw for suicide, self harm)(when i say trifecta i mean the trinity) Would god really sacrifice themself for the universe? (Well jesus did) but Jesus didn’t rot (zossima’s relics were supposed to bless the monastery but he decayed (the rot of humanity perhaps??? (Why would god sacrifice themselves for such vile creatures??? (anthrocentrisism (ough look at me I can make big words)))(i can’t keep track of parentheses lolololol) zossima wasn’t Jesus of course but he was holy or something. Why would god (the father) give humans free will if he knew that they were going to kill his son????? (That happened with Abraham I suppose but god spared his son cuz he was a prophet or something) but Jesus was god (he had to bear the suffering of both god and man)(bring back the trifacial trinity that was pretty cool) if everything is marching towards its inevitable doom (singular 🤔🤔🤔) set off by god, why don’t we rebel against god. Oh we can’t. Cuz he’s dead. (Suicide as escape or as sacrifice or as both)(the bifecta)there is still hate for the dead tho (am was anatogomic) I suppose escape and sacrifice can exist at the same time. (The trifecta: spite)whatever gods reasons were for suicide he set off the universe for it’s inevitable doom. Why am I moralizing concepts again I sound like yeomans time to anatogomize more. (Peak hypocrisy fr) I suppose all flesh does rot. Did Jesus rot? Idk I haven’t read the Bible (Christian larper lololololol) if he didn’t rot and all flesh rots (bro it’s just an aesthetic Pinterest image why am I making it so deep (it’s a baseline to base stuff off of who cares if it’s false )(ooh look at me I’m a hypocrite))then was he really flesh? (Fully man and fully god🤔🤔🤔🤔)(the side wound is the father wounding the son and if they are the same then isn’t it self harm?????) (I need to get a life)(what even was my point)
8/22/25: redacted micronational single
(i copy and pasted this from the kandi page because its too long for those little hoverboxes. you can still read it in the kandi hoverbox caption if you want though.) (when i said "authority thing" i meant a state. my brain wasnt braining.) redacted micronational single (its redacted cuz i dont want to get doxxed). merch for a micronation i founded that was supposed to be super socialist but people (looking at you the honorable assistant) kept making laws with copyright and stuff so it kinda sucks now. also no one really knows what a micronation is and no one really cares about actually doing politics. it has 22 people though which is something. i suppose [redacted micronaational name] is a lesson on trying to implement socialism when no one knows what socialism is. (in my defence i did provide a list of socialist theory readings and stuff but no one really cared to read them.) but im not lenin. i dont have a massive authority thing to make people learn theory. (that would be not libertarian enough anyways). what a dilema. (i sound so pretentious lol).
10/14/25: slopaganda
im so tired of genai. i was just trying to find out how to make a function in javascript cuz i forgot but then i came across the fabled code.org. my elementary school districts favorite coding website. we used to do this thing called hour of code which was when we spent a whole class period doing those moveforward() block sequences to try to get the angry birds to avoid the pigs (it scared the hell out of me for some reason). but now its been replaced with the freaking hour of ai. like seriously? ai is still made out of code. if you wanted ai so bad you could have just incuded it into the hour of code without obsoleting all of the other coding stuff. and i checked the website that made ai hour or whatever called cs for all and they had this campaign that was like "all high schoolers should take computer science because itll unlock 660 billion dollars in economic opportunity and reduce wage gaps" and it was endorsed by 400 random ceos. ts will not reduce wage gaps itl just make the ceos richer (you cant win a rigged game by playing it). computers shouldnt jsut be used for economic ai slopaganda what happened to infinite knowledge? oh i know what happened. britain thinks wikipedia is threataning to children or something so it wants to deanonomize all of the authors and endanger them. well yknow what is even more endangering to children than some random articles written by 500 nerds on nerd topics?? training them to be lumpenproletairans and that you have to monetize your interests cuz its "good for the economy" (yeah sure but what is the economy measured by? the gross domestic product? you mean big number go up and quality of life go down?) i mean im not making any profit from writing on this site. its just for funsies. i gained these very meager html skills out of a mix of boredom and spite for techbros. (if any techbros are reading this; you are not the future. you are not progress. web3 isnt the libertarianism you think itll be. quit your little startup and actually try to make something original instead of just saying "we at [blah blah startup] are commited to generating synergy out of innovative agentic ai". that doesnt even mean anything.)
anyways all of the ai campaigns for youths are like "with genai we can take control of the future!!!!!:000000!!!!!" what are you even taking control of from? the techbros who made the slopaganda? you cant fight capitalism with more capitalism that just leads to the decay of capitalism (if you know you know) your little chatgpt wont save you from the degradation of your own brain's ability to think. ai generated code is just making machines out of machines out of machines out of machines out of machines out of machines. the ai is being fed its own vomit and it vomits that regurgitated vomit until it becomes an incomprehensible mess. (dont get me wrong im all for incomprehensability but not when its used against the people. true freedom is being at a level of intentional incomprehensability that the incomprehensible regurgitated ai vomit cant even understand. brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop being regurgitated by brain slop (yes ik this is more coherent than the rest of this site but who cares)
