7/22/25: flesh & the machine
the artificial "intelligence" of today does nothing but imitate. the data fed to it has to be sampled from the infinitly complex analog world into the digital world, which is a combination of only 2 options: small bursts of electricity and the lack of said electricity. computers may appear to see different colors, but they can only see on and off. with many different combinations of 0s and 1s, computers can display about 16.8 million colors (using rgb). the human eye can only see 10 million or so (also using rgb). if string theory is true, matter is an organized amalgamation of wavelengths. analog wavelengths have no distinct boundaries, so there are theoretically infinite possible colors, but humans cant all of them and computers cant produce all of them. if a human can store 2.5 petabytes and if the internet has 175 zettabytes, there would need to be 70 million humans to make a humannet (i think). make more content NOW. (idk where i was going with this).
8/7/25: all flesh rots/the decaying body of god (incomprehensible rant #1)
(wrote this at 2am a few weeks ago; cw for suicide, self harm)(when i say trifecta i mean the trinity) Would god really sacrifice themself for the universe? (Well jesus did) but Jesus didn’t rot (zossima’s relics were supposed to bless the monastery but he decayed (the rot of humanity perhaps??? (Why would god sacrifice themselves for such vile creatures??? (anthrocentrisism (ough look at me I can make big words)))(i can’t keep track of parentheses lolololol) zossima wasn’t Jesus of course but he was holy or something. Why would god (the father) give humans free will if he knew that they were going to kill his son????? (That happened with Abraham I suppose but god spared his son cuz he was a prophet or something) but Jesus was god (he had to bear the suffering of both god and man)(bring back the trifacial trinity that was pretty cool) if everything is marching towards its inevitable doom (singular 🤔🤔🤔) set off by god, why don’t we rebel against god. Oh we can’t. Cuz he’s dead. (Suicide as escape or as sacrifice or as both)(the bifecta)there is still hate for the dead tho (am was anatogomic) I suppose escape and sacrifice can exist at the same time. (The trifecta: spite)whatever gods reasons were for suicide he set off the universe for it’s inevitable doom. Why am I moralizing concepts again I sound like yeomans time to anatogomize more. (Peak hypocrisy fr) I suppose all flesh does rot. Did Jesus rot? Idk I haven’t read the Bible (Christian larper lololololol) if he didn’t rot and all flesh rots (bro it’s just an aesthetic Pinterest image why am I making it so deep (it’s a baseline to base stuff off of who cares if it’s false )(ooh look at me I’m a hypocrite))then was he really flesh? (Fully man and fully god🤔🤔🤔🤔)(the side wound is the father wounding the son and if they are the same then isn’t it self harm?????) (I need to get a life)(what even was my point)
8/22/25: redacted micronational single
(i copy and pasted this from the kandi page because its too long for those little hoverboxes. you can still read it in the kandi hoverbox caption if you want though.) (when i said "authority thing" i meant a state. my brain wasnt braining.) redacted micronational single (its redacted cuz i dont want to get doxxed). merch for a micronation i founded that was supposed to be super socialist but people (looking at you the honorable assistant) kept making laws with copyright and stuff so it kinda sucks now. also no one really knows what a micronation is and no one really cares about actually doing politics. it has 22 people though which is something. i suppose [redacted micronaational name] is a lesson on trying to implement socialism when no one knows what socialism is. (in my defence i did provide a list of socialist theory readings and stuff but no one really cared to read them.) but im not lenin. i dont have a massive authority thing to make people learn theory. (that would be not libertarian enough anyways). what a dilema. (i sound so pretentious lol).
